Dearly Beloved..

Dearly beloved,

I know you are out there somewhere...
You have arrived safely in the place where you spent most of adolescence time,
Back in your mum's arm again,
Taking care of your family who you have left for quite some time for fulfilling your ambition,
To make them proud of you.

Dearly beloved,

I know you like it there..
You must be so happy to be back,
To enjoy all the luxury and obsession you sacrifice to accomplish your mission down under,
The most boring place on earth you said...
You want to just shoot yourself thinking about coming back, you said..

Dearly beloved,

Have you ever wondered about the one you spent your last minutes with?
The one that you said 'perfect',
The one that you ranked high in just a 'few weeks' timeframe.

Dearly beloved,

Have you ever thought about this tiny soul..
Have you ever wondered how this little eating machine is doing?
Have you ever felt the confusion of waiting for something uncertain?

Dearly beloved,

I understand what you and this tiny soul have agreed before you left..
There is no such label nor status involved..
Just having a good time..
But this tiny soul is tortured,
Know that, the day you left was a disaster.

Dearly beloved,

I know you have no choice but to come back eventually..
I want you to enjoy your time there as much as you can,
Absorb all the positive things you have and ditch all the negative things,
Refresh your mind and soul..

Dearly beloved,

She knows what's important for you..
She is not selfish,
She does believe in faith as you do..
Faith is an amazing thing words cannot explain but time..destiny..
If you both are meant to be then so be it..

Dearly beloved,

Appreciate this tiny human being...
At least, treat her as a human,
Not a machine..
Nor toy.

The memory you shared,
The laughter, the experience, the love
Food and beer?
Care..

This tiny soul is suffering to get over you..
At least, let her know what's going on,
She will back off if need to..
Again, she is not selfish..

Dearly beloved, she loves you, her tiny soul longs for you..


I.